Thursday, March 7, 2024

Dhundhli Yaadein

 Roz apne din charya mein

itne uljhe rehte hai ki bhul jate hai kitni sari cheezen

par aaj k din 

aapka bina aapka 5th birthday

kaise mana le

shiv ratri ki dhoom rehti hai

par mann mein khalipan 

kabhi kabhi dar lagta hai

ki kya bhul jaungi 

aapka sparsh

aapki awaz 

ya aapka presence 

thode saalon ke baad !!


Bar bar wahi photo video 

dekhti hu .

Sochti hu 

kaisa lagta tha aapse gale lagna

Papa jab neend na aaye to kaise aap apna haath  sir par 

firate the aap

kahani , kisse sunate the

Bahut saare bhul gayi hu ab

Is liye dar lagta hai wo dhudhli yaadein aise hi gayab na ho jaye


Ab kabhi bhi woh lamha main jee  nahipaungi

kaise hum philosophical baatein karte the

jab walk pe jaate the

ab kis se karu yeh sab share

darr lagta hai sari yaadein

dhudhli si ho rahi hai

kahi fisal na jaye


Chahiti hu aapki awaaz sunu dubara

jab aap humara naam pukare

fir chahe daantne k liye hi kyu na ho

kehte hai samay sab thik kar deta hai

yaha kuch thik nahi ho raha 

abhi bhi aapki kami utni hi khalti hai jitni us din thi

aaj bhi ek kahlipan hai humari zindagi mein

aaj bhi aansu behte hai aapki yaad mein papa

Bus aapki awawz and sparsh ki anubhuti na dhudhla jaye is vyastha zindagi mein

Darr lagta hai


Tuesday, July 20, 2021

My Little Human


You made me believe in miracles,

You always amaze me

My little human

How do you do it?

 

Achieving milestones,

Growing tall,

Enjoying moments

Reading books to reading minds

Learning and questioning

 

How do you do it all?

You made me believe in miracles

 

The way you empathize

The way you handle new challenges

The way you have stop coming to me for small things

The way you handle difficult time

I never taught you this,

Still you understood!!

 

How do you do it all?

You made me believe in miracles

 

When did you became

So mature

So motherly

So, kind

So talented

But still innocent

 

How do you manage it all?

You made me believe in miracles

 

I feel truly gifted

I feel complete

I feel so proud

You make me full of love

By mere a hug

I can see me in you!

 

How do you give so love?

You made me believe in miracles

 

Time is flying and so do you

Keeping secrets from me

To sometimes sneaking around

To having friends around

To our quarrels and your opinion

I am loving it all

 

How after our fight, I feel you are so cute?

You made me believe in miracles

 

You are copying what we do

You are watching us

Taking notes of our move

If I write my dairy

You want one for yourself

If I read a book

You want one for yourself

You are making us a better human being everyday

 

How you have made this all easy?

You made me believe in miracles

 

I caught you always wondering

About what you want to be when you grow up

You keep on exploring all the professions out there

And then ask me ,

And I reply –

You would be  a good person,

kind human being

And you will make us proud

You can be anything you want to be,

When you grow up.

For now let’s wait

let me hold you for a moment more

Please be my baby for now

Let’s cuddle up,

Let’s embrace these moments

And You keep making me believe in miracles!


Friday, May 15, 2020

Pandemic!!


Pandemic!!


We are people from same land
We are born in same country
We are having same skin color
We are living in same era
We are facing samePsame 
          BUT 
Are we really same?


Some of us are working from home
Some of us are enjoying paid vacation
Some of us are enjoying time with family
Some of us are indulging in new hobbies
Some of us are celebrating this time
Some of us are cooking for life
Some of us are getting fit
Some of us are completing all backlog series
Some of us are scared to go out
We some of us mention above are blessed!!
Feeling secure at our home
Getting salary
Job is secured
Food is available
Roof is above us


Few of us are fighting for all of us
Few of us  are going on duties
Few of us  are risking their life
Few of us  are risking their family lives
Few of us  are spending time in hospitals
Few of us  are spending time on roads
Few of us  are spending time in offices
           Why?
To make us secure
To cure us
To keep environment clean
To help the needy
To keep this country going
To keep their job safe
To keep India safe
Some of us are blessed to have this few of us in our life!!!


Many of us are fighting a difficult battle
Many of us are unemployed
Many of us are Walking on street
with their children’s
With their luggage
No food
No Water
No job
No Money
No roof
Pandemic is like a curse to them
          ONCE
They were running the economy
Left their hometown to serve us
Left their families to earn money
Left their heart to serve the Urban India
          Now 
What we have given them in return
We have left them
          Crippled
          Alone
          Abandon
          Unwanted
          Helpless

My heart goes to them

When I see them locked like animals in some old schools
When I see them going on trucks like some goods
When I see them walking in 40 degrees of heat
When I see them starving for 18 hours
When I see their kids walking with them
When I see them loosing hope!!
NOBODY DESERVES THIS!
No human being should be treated like this!

Some of us are really BLESSED!!!
Some of us should do something for Many of us
Some of us should become like few of us

We some of us are really sorry for not realizing what many of us are going through
We some of us are really sorry we are not helping as few of us are doing
We some of us are really sorry to complaint during lock down
We some of us are really sorry to take things for granted
We some of us are really sorry to be so selfish

We some of us are really thankful for few of us for their dedication!!
We some of us will support many of us in whatever way we can
We some of us will support economy in whatever way we can.


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I am thankful to call the Covid-warriors who are still working and risking their life
Police, Nurses, Doctors, Milkman, Security Guard, Cleaning and garbage collection team, Sanitization team, Government officials, Super markets, online delivery guys, Vegetable vendors, Truck drivers, food production guys, volunteers, donors, media person and farmers

I am sorry for all the immigrant workers, we have failed you!!!! 
This is not a way any human should be treated!! 
Wish you will be healthy and reach your hometown safely! 



Neha Mehta



Wednesday, April 25, 2018

Will you ever come back?


Its been a month without you Papa, there are so many questions which are not answered and are in our minds. We have missed you every single day and yet survived!! Never ever thought this day will come in our life so early!  I need some answers, whom to ask!

What had happened, Papa?
Did you already know it?
Did you think about us before going?
Did you call our names?

So many questions are unanswered…
Why you left us?
Why didn’t you stay?
Why god didn’t give us second chance?
Why didn’t you prepare us as always you do?

Had you been survived?
                If you had visited Doctor
                If you were in different city
                If you had some medicines
                If you didn’t take it lightly

Where are you now?
                Are you fine?
                Are you looking at us?
                Are you around?
                Are you proud of us papa?

Lastly, will you ever be back?




Monday, November 20, 2017

ख्वाहिशें




ख्वाहिशें

कभी उड़ने की,
कभी जुड़ने की,
कभी जीने की,
कभी मरने की

कभी स्थिरता की,
कभी दृढ़ता की,
कभी प्रतिबद्धता की,
कभी विस्तारता की

ख्वाहिशें
कुच बचपने वाली,
कुच किशोरता वाली,
कुच वयस्कता वाली,
कुच बुढ़ापे वाली,

रोज नई,
रोज गयी,
कभी पुरी,
कभी अधुरी,

कभी भुल लेना,
कभी भुला लेना,
कभी उमीद बना लेना,
कभी सपना बना लेना

कभी थकना  नही
कभी रुकना नही
बुनते  रेहना
बदलते रेहना
जीते रेहना


ख्वाहिशें
न जाने कितनी
न रही जिस दिन   
ऎ ज़िन्दगी
मेरा अन्तिम
सलाम समझना !!!


 - Neha

Wednesday, March 30, 2016

Time Flies with you...!!!



My little world are you,
I just want to spend each moment with you
Just you… forever and ever
But
Yes there is a BUT
But
You want to explore world
Fly high
Need individuality
And
I understand
Even I was like you
I would not be able to hold you back
And
If I would then I am stopping you to nurture



Time flies
Here you are now...

Graduated from cries to mumbling
From mumbling to Talking
Talking to being a chatter box
My love you have accomplished so many milestone

Graduated from Pram to tricycle
Tricycle to bicycle
Oh..!! You have grown so tall,

Graduated from nappy to diaper
From diaper to diaper free
Ahh!! That’s the big achievement of us

Graduated from mummy’s lap to daycare
From Day-cares to Playschool
From crying days in school
To wanting to go on weekend too
Congrats on that victory of ours…!!

You my little bundle of joy
I still remember the day when I felt you for first time inside me
When I hold you for first time
When you cried, 
walked, 
talked,
And
list goes on and on
But 
I promise,
I would always create memory for you (or me)
for each stage of your graduating years
It would help me to look back
And
catch few moments of past
Because 
Time flies with you my world..!!


Sunday, December 7, 2014

Being Mother



I miss the feeling of being pregnant
I miss you inside me Kaashvi

Its not you its me
Your existence inside made me special
It was a bizarre feeling
I was on cloud nine
I miss you inside me Kaashvi


I had felt you the way no one would ever
We use to share everything
Heartbeat to hobbies
Food to Dreams
I miss you inside me Kaashvi


I was with you 24 by 7
I was protecting you
oh! Cannot forget your first sensations, heartbeats and kicks
You were so tiny but  meant world to me
I miss you inside me Kaashvi

I always wanted a girl child
Who will understand me
I use to talk to you 
You use to respond with your kicks
I miss you inside me Kaashvi

You were born as angel in june
Now have to share you with everyone
I cannot be with you every time
And yes I am possessive for you
I miss you inside me Kaashvi

World is good but still cruel people exists
I know its too early to tell you
Tell you about good or bad touch
But I have to I won't be around every time my darling
I miss you inside me Kaashvi

Sending you to daycare, school, outside alone
Just haunts me
I keep praying for your safety and well being
I wish you were still inside in our small and beautiful world
I miss you inside me Kaashvi