Its been long time. I always wanted to write blogs, but don't no why was not doimg it.By the way I have many excuses. But I myself don't believe in those now.
Sometimes life is stuck in a boring routine. And then you are so use to live that life, for everthing you will make excuses that u don't get time for this and that.
Once I used to love writing my thoughts and poem. Not on blogs but in my personal diary.
Few days back I realised that what I am doing." Just living a lifeless life".. I knw this sentence is bit confusing but yeah I was living a lifeless life. Until I met a very good person who brought old Neha back in me. Once I used to inspire people. Once I was ideal for them.
I remember Aamir dialog in "Rang de basanti" ki "college ke gate ke is paar hum zindagi ko nachate hai aur dujju taraf zindagi hume.. tim lak lak de tim lak lak" . Thats so true. In my case I started accepting it and started dancing on it. The corporate culture, the metro city life, over spending on clothes, celebrating on weekends, ... all became part of my life. These were gradually killing the real Neha inside me. I started taking life as it comes.
No aspirations.. no dreams.. no feelings..*sighs* and I am realising it now. Still wondering where they were gone. Its almost 2year..!!! and thats too long to realise this. Anyway its never too late.
Now I want to be myself. And I love to be myself. So why not start from today.
You know what I was thinking that I can't write as good as that person or this person. It took little bit of courage and self realization that why this comparison is coming in my mind. Isn't blog is a place where one can write what one feels. It is not a competition.
I know there are many of them still living like me. So people never think that what others will say, just be yourself and start doing the things you always wanted to.
Life is too short. I don't want anyone to regret things afterwards as I am.
Moreover I don't giive damn that someone is reading my blog or not. I am getting good comments or not Becuase I am just doing it for myself.
The world starts with you. Because if you are not there then the world is not there for you.
Soon will write more.. And will update my blog with my poems too. :)
