Love Letter which was never send - Part II

She picked up the call, yes it was him…. She was so content after hearing his voice. A tear roll-down from her cheek initially she missed few words, rather sentences what he was saying. She felt that she was so much in love with him. And he shouted “ u there”

“yep”

“I want to say u something, what I guess is our relationship is not working fine”

“????”

“I mean I don’t feel the same way “

“What does that mean?”

“hey no need to cry or do some drama, what I want u to say is I am not able to love u the way I use to. Now things are different.”

“Suddenly why are you saying so?” *a tear roll down from her eyes”

“Because you were not there when I was in pain, I asked you so many times to come down here, you always wanted me to cuddle you, and most importantly you did nothing for me. And now I have started comparing you with my friend, d girl next door. She is younger to you, still she has done so many things in her life .. blah blah blah….”

Her heart felt a jolt and all the memories flashes back in her mind.

“You there, there???? See now u don’t wish to listen what I am saying, ok what I want to say is I can’t take this anymore. Its over, its over”

beep beep beep beep. The phone gets dead.

She sits on the floor then and there itself…..

Love Letter which was never send

Honey ,

As they say nothing is free in this world so my letter too comes with a terms and conditions. Which I would be mentioning afterwards.. :-)

I know I am not so good in framing words and sharing my feelings, but honey I expect that you'll understand what I meant..

I love you with everything I have... And I love everything you do for me.

I love the way you behave too sweetly, even if you don't like my actions...

I love the different names by which you call me...

I love when you scold me and you want me to be perfect.

I love you even more when you say U want to marry me...

I love when you say all your heart out...

I love you more when you share bitter part of your life

And my feelings are growing stronger...with every move you make.

You are the first thing I think of each morning when I rise, And you are the last thing I think of when I close my eyes in the night

You are my guardian angel you always make me smile.. Your eyes are so pure and true.

And your voice makes me melt. Especially when you say I love you..

You've touched my heart and soul....

I am totally a different girl from the day you came in to my life..

Nothing seems to be impossible in your love..

Just knowing that you care
makes me feel like I am in seventh heaven

(And Sweetheart now the terms and conditions.....)

What I expect from you is just love me, Even if I am not at my best virtues.

Some times my mood would not be good.. At times I would cry.

And I could be rude when I am down..

I may not speak or may say bitter words when I am angry..

Please do not get hurt because that time I might be out of my mind..

Honey, I just want you to be there with me and do forgive me.

I want to spend my life in your arms..

Wish you were here...!!

While writing this my heart is pounding...!!!

Thanks for loving me...

Yours….

{She was about to complete writing this letter and the phone rang}

Wish you were there

If you were there honey from the start

How much I could have enjoyed my life’s every part

I wish you were with me from childhood time,

We could have played ghar ghar where I would be your wife.

If you were there when I was in my adolescence

Then I could have share my chocolates and cakes

If you were there honey from the start

How much I could have enjoyed my life’s every part

And the time would have move ahead while playing the games

And sooner we would have enter our teenage,

You would have grown handsome and taller

And I might have become prettier and smarter ;)

we would have passed our schools together,

And we would be always with each other,

If you were there honey from the start

How much I could have enjoyed my life’s every part

In college we would be sitting on same bench,

Sooner and later we would have fall in love

After graduation we could have search our job,

And we would have settled in a downtown.

If you were there honey from the start

How much I could have enjoyed my life’s every part

We could have married each other,

And our childhood games would have turn into reality

We would have blossom each moment,

Together … since the childhood..

If you were there honey from the start

How much I could have enjoyed my life’s every part

But as some1 said its never too late,

After so long wait

I have you in my life

And here I say I wanna spend my rest life with you

And then there no looking back.

no looking back ,

no looking back…..

“ And then my phone rings, I get up and realize it was just a dream, life is not so simple as this poem.”

Poem

So people as I had promised, here is my own poem which I wrote 2 years back, But it is still close to my heart .. so here it goes :) :)

And do suggest a relevant title to it ...

*****????********

दिल मे कितनी बाते है,

इनको मै कहु कहा?

जो मेरे पास राज़ है,

ऊसे मै खोलु कहा?

मन् मे इतने दुख है,

उन्हे दफ़नाऊ कहा?

जो खुशियान है,

उन्हे मै बाटु कहा?

कितनी यादे है,

उन्हे सहजकर रखु कहा?

दिल मे जो दद्र् है,

उसे दिखलाऊ कहा?

मन मे जो सवाल है,

उसका जवाब ढुढु कहा?

बुरी आदते भी है,

पर उन्हे मै भुलाऊ कहा?

मेरे सपनो का घर ,

मै बसाऊ कहा,

लगता है किसी साथी की तलाश है,

पर उसे मै तलाशु कहा?

- नेहा