Sunday, December 7, 2014

Being Mother



I miss the feeling of being pregnant
I miss you inside me Kaashvi

Its not you its me
Your existence inside made me special
It was a bizarre feeling
I was on cloud nine
I miss you inside me Kaashvi


I had felt you the way no one would ever
We use to share everything
Heartbeat to hobbies
Food to Dreams
I miss you inside me Kaashvi


I was with you 24 by 7
I was protecting you
oh! Cannot forget your first sensations, heartbeats and kicks
You were so tiny but  meant world to me
I miss you inside me Kaashvi

I always wanted a girl child
Who will understand me
I use to talk to you 
You use to respond with your kicks
I miss you inside me Kaashvi

You were born as angel in june
Now have to share you with everyone
I cannot be with you every time
And yes I am possessive for you
I miss you inside me Kaashvi

World is good but still cruel people exists
I know its too early to tell you
Tell you about good or bad touch
But I have to I won't be around every time my darling
I miss you inside me Kaashvi

Sending you to daycare, school, outside alone
Just haunts me
I keep praying for your safety and well being
I wish you were still inside in our small and beautiful world
I miss you inside me Kaashvi